After midnight, my lovely designated night midwife would bring Alan up from the morgue. I could hold him and study his little face so I could learn it and imprint it in my memory. I accepted that it had to be like this, seeing my baby in the dead of night. ...
As I rush around heading for inevitable overwhelm (again!) I found this reading I did a couple of years ago. Using Steven Farmer's 'Earth Magic' deck I asked the question'What do mother's need to know about self-care for their highest good?' It's been a good...
